For 10 years I have been a mother...and loved every second of it. This year for the first time, I have decided to go visit some "old" friends!!! Normally I would never do something like this, because I have a huge fear of leaving my girls and flying 1,600 miles across the country...but I have decided that fear can not make this decision for me. I continue to tell myself that everything is going to be fine, and that I will have a great time with friends from my past. And then I have my "what if" side...that quite honestly I can't write about because that would make me worry even more, because then it could be real to me.. So, I am doing this...I am getting on a plane all by myself, flying across the country all by myself, and enjoying every second that I get to do things that in my ordinary life I can't do.
Beyond all of my fear there is excitement...I am very excited to see everyone.
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