Sunday, June 3, 2007

Watching Them Go


4:45a.m...They drive away, I watch them go...and I cry. It seems as though, I am so used to having them around all of the time...that I miss them already. Knowing I won't see them for 10 days leaves me wanting them to come back and kiss me just one more time. They were all full of excitement as they headed on their road trip, and I was here crying all by myself.

I hate having these feelings I have...I torture myself with all of the "what-ifs". In my rational moments...I know we will all be back together in just a week and a half....and in my irrational times, I worry. I was hoping writing about them leaving would make me feel better.....it's not working...so I will write more later.

I love my family and miss them already!